- i wish i was able to tell her (my blockmate) that i liked her haha well, i already told someone so i kinda let the cat out of the bag before i left:)

- i wish i thought about everything twice before i made a decision. i was so happy leaving my country but now, im getting all emotional and sad about it.. i left everything i had.. and there was one night i broke down in front of my brother, i cried it all out and that was like the best cry i had cause i was able to get it all out of me.. sadness..

- i wish i did better as a chapter head in yfc.. and i left them all of a sudden when things are not exactly what i wanted it to be

- i wish i could show all my cousins what i truly am in the Philippines. what my life used to be, how much friends i have, how i love my friends and how they love me. that i am truly not a loser, that if compared to i am much more of a winner!

- i wish i went with my parents to new york and be with them as a family...

- i wish we never left my brother alone in the Phil. i miss my family, our life as a family. though it could be annoying and whacked sometimes.. i still love it.

but i can't do anything now..

- i just wish i could love my life now. have friends. finish school. be together with my family.

love the life i chose to make...